LiFe is Not as Bad as it SeEms: November 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
「 Life is Not as Bad as it SeEms =) 」

Gratz to Zhaoxian, Vivien, Nickie and YinLing!!
Knew u all could pass the clinical prac!!
My turn is the day after tml...
Hope i can do it too.....

Im EXTREMELY fatigue these 2 days...
Dunno y??
Ytd slpt at 8pm and i woke up at
7am still tired!!
Now osso sooo tired and slpy...
but still nid to finish up my psycho...
But Im so lonely T-T
Im all alone now...
Mum and dad dunno go wher...
Sis go dating.....
Me down here all alone typing this blog!!

AAAAAARRRGH!!!
STUPID LAA!!!!!!
Todae forgot to return library book again!!!!!
Dunno overdue how long le!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
IM SO BROKE T-T

Sunday i went yishun accompany izuan
go see doc for his cleaning of stitch...
quite ex... $26+
Nvr even practise sterile technique...
Den we went north point have breakfast at
BURGER KING !!!
The enormous sandwich so nice ^^
den tapao 1 for mum...
Every thing ard $15...
3/4 of my wkly allowance O_O
This wk so dam broke.. sob sob...
I realli nid the bond sia...
Realli hope IMH wans me n yl...
Anione else wan join try ur luk at IMH??
The place is beautiful... honto desu...

Haiz...
Tml psycho ica...
I read thru to lec 10 ..
haha.. but dunno la how much can rmb..

Oh yea...
Tml i wanna donate blood...
So excited >_<
Hope they'll allow me to donate this time...
hope can get the free breakfast osso XD

Cyall tml...
So tired...
Wanna slp if i can..



Saturday, November 25, 2006
「 Life is Not as Bad as it SeEms =) 」

1st of all...
Let me congratulate yin ling jie
on her new blog....
I've linked her blog so all those
who want are welcomed to see
her blog.....

Last wednesday was clinical theory
which totally sucked...
Im suprised some found it to be easy O_O
Hmmm... maybe im juz not prepared enough..
But who cares though..
1 more test over for me ^^

Now im kinda worried abt clinical practical..
Sometimes I can do it but at other times...
OMG!!! TO-TA-LY SUUUUX !!!!!
AAARGH... Juz hope i can pull it off...
Congratz to those who've passed...
Dont give up to those who've failed...
Good luck to those who havn't take.. like me

To those who still dont know...
Im planning to take sponsorship at IMH..
I juz hope they want to take me...

Juz now morning... i went to IMH with
yl jie...

Braving through the scorching sun,
the duo relentlessly marched through
unfamiliar terrain in search
of a better life..

Haha.. me and my craps again..
IMH was totally huge..
The place was so serene...
Trees that u might see at coastal areas
was flawlessly arranged at juuust the rite
spot.. making it look like a tropical
paradise that u want to spend ur holidays on...

Haha.. its that beautiful la.. Hosnestly..

We were abit lost la at 1st so we juz walked
around the place...
Den we saw an indian male staff nurse...
Hes face and tone of voice was abit stern..
but i can feel that he is a nice guy...
We asked him la whers the human resource office..
He gav us the direction and we found the place..
Onli to find that its a dark and empty office..
Not a single soul around.. but the other type
of souls i dunno la got anot... kekekee
The Human Resource Office was closed
on Saturdays...
Haiz... Lazy sia the ppl there!!
Work half day osso can wad!!

So we went off lor... dissapointed..
YL was meeting her sis at 2pm...
So we went to the new Ang Mo Kio MacCafe..
For our Branch...
Oh my god...
The place was so dam nice...
I luv it sia..
Kinds of give me the feeling i get in the
zoo.. serious... cos outside got lots
of trees.. its the amk park or wad..
Nice lor the place...

Den near 2pm we went off to jubilee..
to go toilet.. hahaha.. like mac no toilet.
Den we went our separate ways lor..
yl go take mrt meet her sis de peng you..
and i take bus home...

Reached home le got a pleasant suprise...
Izuan was ther!!!
WAAA!!
So long nvr see that kid..
miss him sia...

Had a gd time la together..
His left index finger had and incision
and had 3 stitches...
waa.. vry pain i guess..
Den tml maybe accompanying him for his
cleaning of wound.. if onli i can do it for
him!! Den i can experience the real thing!!!
But he osso dun trust me sia.. zzzz.. hahaha..
Den he stayed till ard 5++ like that den went home...

Today is definately a superb day for me ^^
Spending time wif great ppls....
Juz makes me soo happy!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope theres more of this kind of days for me.. hehe

Till next time...
bye bye



Monday, November 20, 2006
「 Life is Not as Bad as it SeEms =) 」

Hmmm....
been awhile since i last blogged...
Lifes gd so far...
Esp since we finished the socio ica..

Been slacking about these few days...
except for last fri la...
stay back in sch to study..
Not a bad a study session i would say...

But seriously im so not in the mood to study at home...
haha... see, i'd rather be blogging n clinical theory is
like the day after tml....
oh man im so dead....
i even wasted my wkends...
instead of studying u noe wad i did???
i drew drew drew!!!

i luv drawing in case u didnt noe...
1 of my favourite past times in past years...
but my drawings like shyt laa.. =X
but i dunno...
it juz giv me a sense of satisfaction after
finishing each drawings....
My drawing style is basically manga style..
u noe the japanese anime characters rite...
SUMTHING like that la...
like i said my drawing sux!! hahah!

I keep craving for the swimming pool nowadays....
dunno why...
i crave for the chlorine-scented air....
the chlorine tasting water......
the way the water moves against my body as i move
thru it.....
the pressure tt builds up in my ears when i dive
the light feeling u get in the water.. as if u can fly
in it......
haaaaaaaaaaa!!!! i juz miss swimming T-T
but now rainy season how to swim !!!
den i'll be usually dead tired when i reach home....

aaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WAN TO STUDY !!!!!
chances to get at sgh is VERY
slim cos they got lots of applicants...
So now i wanna try my luk at IMH..
Yup... Institute of Mental Health...
AKA woodbridge...
its actualli vry near my house...
got a direct bus osso...
mum osso giv her support...
i juz hope IMH will gif out bonds
im calling dem tml .. wish me luk pls ^^



Wednesday, November 15, 2006
「 Life is Not as Bad as it SeEms =) 」

been awhile since i juz blogged...
been better of cos since that day...
socio project nearly completed and nid to
be presented this friday.....

thnx to my frenz n esp to my jie jies for their concern
due to the last blog i wrote...
its nice to noe ppl care bout u ^^
but dun wry la...
im much better now la...
n i can take care of myself, tts for sure...
ive been thru worse too n see, im still alive n kicking now =)
but if i nid ani kind of support i will definately find u guys
for help... pls be ther for me when i nid u guys k...

haiz...
thers juz no such thing as a perfect life...
mine included...
so juz learn to cope wif it...
life is no fairy tale with a happily ever after...
life can be so full of problems...
problems tt im not ready to share...
problems tt i can do nothing abt but juz
type into this blog and hopefully feel better...
problem tt makes me feel so helpless n
pathetic n useless...
problem that i tried and keep trying to chng
but hav no idea if my efforts actualli made
a difference for the better...
problem that onli time can solve...
a problem that i can onli run away from till
time comes and solve it... or at least i hope so

but its okay i guess...
being wif my significant others does help me
forget... does help me feel better...
so my significant others... i thank you with all
my heart and soul for being ther...

if ani1 is reading this pls dun wry too much...
this prob hav been wif me for few yrs now...
juz decided to write it since it juz popped up again
juz now...
but im ok la... dun wry

Let me share smth wif u all which always help cheer me up
"Sufferings in life are plenty,
But who says blessings are not.
A moment is all it take to forget
And to recall what you forgot.
Remember the good things in life
And may the bad ones go away.
That is how we can live,
Happy everyday."



Thursday, November 09, 2006
「 Life is Not as Bad as it SeEms =) 」

Wad a day todae....
Morn was great........
Wad came after that waass TOTAL CRAPNESS!!!

Im totally fed up wif the socio ICA!!
I sincerely dont care anymore!!!
If it was up to me i'll juz get it done and over wif!
Dun care if out of point la not relevant la wad laa!!
Too bad its a grp wrk......
FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Esp since sum ppls hav high expectations in the grp...
Cant expect to get A for every presentation RITE!!!
HAIZZZZ......
At times i feel like joining grp 4...
the grade sux la...
but at least not so stressed......
I bet sum1 from grp 4 would be so grateful if i offered to
chng spot wif her......
Haizzzzz......

Haha.. yea... student mentor msged me juz...
finding out how im coping.....
Thats so sweet of her.....
Sure did felt better after sum xchange of smses..
Nice to talk to ppl abt ur probs sumtimes i guess...

Juz hope tml is a better day.....
But ive seen brighter tomorrows



Monday, November 06, 2006
「 Life is Not as Bad as it SeEms =) 」

Woohoo!!~
Juz now 1082 ICA!
1 less ICA to worry abt =)

I beleive we did quite a gd job la
Ambel osso complimented on quite a few things..
Hope can get at least a B+ ^^
But Ambel did say and i quote "looking peripherally"
we did a gd job....
But it IS onli a peripheral view so better not expect too much.

Haaa... so slpy now wanna go slp...
Still nid to do clinical.. but too lazy =X
Ani kind soul out ther can lemme copy?? XD
k la slp le
nite



Saturday, November 04, 2006
「 Life is Not as Bad as it SeEms =) 」

So tired...
Juz now went to SGH wif Daryl...
So far sia the place...
Not that far la come to think of it...
At least furthur den TTSH though..

I wanted to ask about the bond stuff but in the end
didnt noe wher to ask and the office was close i think..
So I had a tour ard the hospital wif daryl as
the tour guide...
The place is so confusing !!

We went to 7-11 la
Bookstore la
And most importantly of cos
The wards.....

The wards looked kinda old
compared to TTSH and KKH..
The corridors also kinda squezzy..
But the uniforms were niceer ^^
Too bad didnt get to see a male nurse uni...

We went back to Serangoon Central
and had lunch ther...
Haiz...
I wanted to go TTSH to hav lunch ther
Cos i NVR tried the food ther b4 !!!!!!
But dear daryl denied me of my wish.......

So we had lunch at Central lor.....
We talk talk talk eat eat eat...
Not recommended u noe...
When u talk ur epiglottis opens up
and food goes into ur trachea
and this is how ppl end up choking!!
haha.. me and my craps..
Den after that we went our separate wayss..

Went home did my script for the ICA on mon...
Quite stupid la the script!!
See it on Monday...

Quite crap sia...
Wk 4 1082 presentation
Wk 5 1032 presentation
Wk 6 1037 theory
Wk 7 1037 practical
1030 ica
Wk 8 realli realli hope thers nth this wk!!!!!!!

Sem 2 kinda tiring.....
Lessons more so much more complex...
Can hardly keep up....
Especially 1082 n 29!!!!!
Cant realli blame the subject or teachers i guess..
ive been slacking from the start...
Didnt even bother to do e-lecs, tut and pract...
Even shafiq does his e-stuffs.....
OMG!!
No offence fiq ^^

But seriously im in no mood to study now...
rather waste my time blogging.......
play games......
watch tv......
Juz no mood la

Yawn*
Take care peeps...
nitez